rabbithole diaries IV
2:30pm
love you?
I write
manic
in love
stoooop
confusing me,
you write
me: not tryying to
it's over
but you say it back
9:21am
manic
overreach
was it manipulative?
or just honest jealousy?
it backfires
9:59am
You: You wanted to stop this
not me, idiot
?
I never said that
I NEVER said that
10:06am
dumbass
don't be like that
you're all over the place
if I didn't care this much I wouldn't be me
It's not about you caring
It's about you taking the easy option and going back to your old ways
instead of developing yourself and addressing your issues
I'm starting to think you don't want to be helped
You always ignore my advice
11:19am
no more texting
no more texting
what should I do if I need to talk to you tomorrow?
I don't know I really don't want to talk to you right now if I'm honest
5:49am
writing manically
for you
paper simulations
just paper
running catharsis like code
blocking you
so you notice me