rabbithole diaries V

i.

writing rabbit-like in a labyrinthine spiral
by the light of my own luminescence
lost in my madness

ii.

it's another manic episode invisible to most
confining my blabbering to frantic DMs, gaming reddits, and philosophy discords
your response: I'm not trying to sound mean but I need a break from you

iii.

I genuinely can't decide
have I stretched the bounds of my only friendship to indifference?
or are you as much of a cunt as I think you are?

iv.

I apologize effortlessly
manipulating a mirrored confession
honesty with a cadence of thunder

v.

if I am as bad as you say, I would be falling for my own delusions (oblivious
and undoubting) you want some honesty: I think you use me like an AI boyfriend
as soon as there's any messiness, you run away